Do I justify my hypocrisy?

Hypocrisy, as defined in one of definitions, is…..

“The practice of claiming to have moral standards or beliefs to which ones own behavior does not conform; pretense”.

It can be known to me and I may be totally ignorant of my practice.

Others may or may not observe my hypocrisy but most of the time I am aware that my own behavior is not in line with my own moral beliefs.

I am not only aware but I know it very well.

How do I live with this?

I know that inequality is not good but still I am comfortable with inequality around me. I behave as if I am different (either above or below others)

I know and believe that I must work hard but I do avoid hard work and look for easy ways.

I do believe that money and material gains are not everything but my behavior does not go with the same belief.

I am against bribe but when cornered, I accept to offer.

I believe in truth but I do take help of lies to get into a comfortable situation.

I know GOD can not be bribed by materialistic offerings and verbal statements but I still do that.

I strongly believe that humans make mistake and it is natural to do so but when I find one making a mistake, I do not accept that.

I expect others to love, forget and forgive but do not practice the same myself

I read enjoy and send so many messages on wisdom but do not practice them myself.

I know I must do my own duties at home but I expect and get it done from others.

I know and understand that everything is temporary but still I hold on to them. I struggle for them. I fight for them.

I believe in Good and GOD but I harm, kill hate and disrespect his creation

I talk of global warming, pollution and my responsibilities towards future generation but drive the biggest possible and affordable vehicle and rarely do anything to improve living conditions of future generation.

The list continues…..

How do I live with so much hypocrisy? How am I so comfortable with so much of hypocrisy? Why does it not bother or disturb me?

 Do I justify my hypocrisy?